Last appt

I went in last week and was hoping to skip this week's appointment before the c-section but my blood pressure was high (I was sick) and she said to come in Monday or Tuesday. I make an appointment for Monday, take time off work, get a sub, drive the hour to get there and they had messed up the appointment and scheduled it for after the c-section somehow. I've been in pain for a couple days and was hoping to see the Dr. They reschedule for today and I again, take time off of work, get a sub, drive an hour in the pouring rain for them to tell me she got called into surgery. They offer to take my BP but I'm in pain and it's hard to walk and I want to see the dr. That obviously wasn't going to happen, so here I sit crying in pain for the last 3 days before surgery. And of course the house is a mess and everyone is lazy so I have to figure out how to clean.