Dear Riley

you came back into my life. you sit across from me front of the row. we make accidental eye contact, and you shot me your dumbass smile, and I melted. and you know I did too. you asked to be my partner for the essay revisions. is it because you know I struggle with writing and am embarrassed about it? is it because you are trying to come into my life? is it because you want to play me again? you know what sucks the most though riley? is the fact that I said of course and smiled at you. like the dumbass bitch I am. after all we've been through and how much you hurt me I said yes and looked I to your deep brown eyes and said y e s. I can't move on from you and you take advantage of that. riley. please leave me and never come back before I dig the knife deeper into my chest and fall again.