Depo provera

Weird to say but I actually wish I had a period so I’d know what’s going on with my body but since I took my first/last shot I haven’t had a period at all and it worries me lmao. I only got on depo because my periods were like a spawn of satan was coming out of my vagina every two weeks (yes two weeks) but I’d rather have periods rather than know that depo is doing more bad to my body rather than good.