Hi everyone, I just wanted to share this because I am terrified of whats going to happen and I got traumatized from what I've been through. Please do not judge as I am very emotional and devastated by this matter. Two days ago my husband and I were deeply shocked by the news that our baby has NTD anencephaly, I still can't believe it. We were just gonna have the 18 week Anatomical Scan and our world suddenly crashed when the tech was acting strange and told us she found out something and immediately called the Dr. to explain to us. Tears just fell down as I heard the bad news and knowing this is my greatest fear! And it is happening 💔 I am completely heart broken, I have been taking prenatals for the past 9 months before I got pregnant and very careful from the very beginning to think that I am scared that my baby will have some problems because this is our first and we really want to have our own family. Life is really ironic. I pray everyday for my babys good health and Idk why this is happening to me. I haven't heard from my OBGYN since we got the news because he sent us to different place for the Anatomy scan. I am so scared. Although my husband has been there for me and never left me since we found out, I'm still terrified. I need some encouragements and strength. I love this baby but I have to let her go. It's so hard 😭😭😭