//Venting// I'm so hurt..

I hate him so much. We've been good for almost 2 months now, no arguments we've been so happy then just now I get these screenshots from some girl I know damn well I've blocked on all his social media already of him saying some bullshit like??? What the fuck? Did I mention I'm almost 15 weeks pregnant? He has zero respect for me and I see that because he's done similar shit before I just don't know what to do anymore. I really just want to send these screenshots to his family group chat since I'm in it so even they can see what a fucking piece of shit he is. We've been together nearly 2 years and live together and this has always been our fucking problem -- he just can't help himself from messaging other females. Whether it's just a "hey beautiful" or this type of shit. I still have tons of screenshots from other girls too. I'm so fucking hurt right now. And I'm so stupid because I quit my job and never got another one because I found out I was pregnant and he said "it's okay you don't need a job you're pregnant" so now I have no money and he pays for everything and I feel like I need him here and I hate it. After this I'm for sure going to look for work I just can't be dependent on someone who can't even be loyal and respectful of me who is carrying his baby who instead just stresses me the fuck out.