6 years of trying to convince and we made it!

I just wanted to share I felt like giving up so many times and I just wanted to tell you please don’t. First things first I went to a fertility specialist to see if there was something wrong and yes I had a blocked tube and scaring in my fallopian tube’s and recommend a surgery which I did. I waited 2 years after that and I got pregnant ! I told myself if I had to do anything to get pregnant I would try it. Thinking about the possibility of having IVF was always on my mind. I was quoted for IVF and it is not something I would be able to do right away. That always made me so sad and thought my chances of being a mother were out the window. Then getting time off to go to my doctors appointments were a big deal at my work at that time. To the point where they said they would not be able to let me go without a 2 week notice. Some of the fertility test are based around your period and you only have a small window, so that was a problem. I was so stressed out and felt like as a women to not have my work place understand and my body not being able to conceive I just felt so many emotions. I would cry all the time I was very unhappy and didn’t have any motivation to go out on my days off or even have sex with my significant other because I felt like it was a waste of time. He always tried to encourage me and tell me he knew we were going to have a baby and it was going to happen soon he would say. He was right, he always tried to bring me up but I was so ready to give up when we got the BFP, we were going through a weird stage where I just wanted to leave and just do what I wanted because I thought I would never have a family and In the middle of me almost leaving I took a pregnancy test and there it was. How crazy all of it was for years I was going down a dark hole and i didn’t see it. I am lucky to be with someone who helped me and loved me through the hard times and now I’m excited to share this new experience with him 💜 I am 2 weeks away from my due date and I’m excited to meet my little girl. I hope I have you a little bit of hope and inspiration.