In 2 years my husband and I have lost 3 babies. Prior to my husband I have had 2 other miscarriages and 2 births. Well we are pregnant again! 5 weeks 6 days. Yesterday we saw the heart beat with my doctor said is amazing that we were able to see it. But with the joy of this pregnancy comes extreme fear and worry!

Things we dont talk about with a pregnancy after a miscarriage.

1. The constant over analysis of pregnancy symptoms. And the fear the comes when a symptom is not as stong as the prior day.

2. A simple headache throws you into a panic that the headache is caused because your HCG levels are going down.

3. The count down to the minute of your next ultrasound.

4. The worry when you feel any wetness down there and you run to the bathroom to make sure its not blood.

5. The constant thought of how will i handle yet another lose. Can i keep doing this if i just keep losing them.

These are just a few that i can think of as I am currently freaking out because my breasts are as sore as they were yesterday.

I just needed to get these things off my mind. I hope it helps others realize they arent alone in this