My family pressures my to stop breastfeeding and make sexual jokes sometimes

My son is almost two. They think I should stop, and make comments all the time about how he will be breastfeeding when he is 20. They think it’s weird.

He plays with my nipples sometimes while he is nursing. Like he will nurse on one boob, and plays with the other. They think it’s so weird, and almost sexualize it. I guess that part is weird...but it’s not sexual to me.

I never breastfeed while around them, so it’s not like it should bother them. They don’t like my breastfeeding in public either. It really bothers them if I try.

My brother in law once mentioned how women who breastfeed past a certain point probably like they’re boobs sucked. He hasn’t said that to me directly, but I worry he thinks that about me. I am probably ready to stop, but then at the same time I’m not. I’m Conflicted. My son really does it for comfort rather than nutrients.

I love my family, we are all very close. They are amazing to my son too, so I don’t want to paint them in the wrong picture. They’re just ignorant.