My boyfriend of 3 1/2 year took a break for a little while. But I'm terrified to talk to him. I was trying to tell him how I felt and he got angry and broke it off with me. We then said we would sort it out and we did. A month later it was like nothing happened.

I then saw on twitter tonight, him flirting with another girl. Saying her pictures were distracting him when he was trying to have a productive day. It was like a kick in the teeth. I felt sick and I cried. I've always known him to be flirtatious. But it still hurt.

I tried to talk to him about it and said I didn't want to argue, just talk about how it made me feel. He then said he deleted his twitter. I said I didn't want that. But I apologised for making him angry but then he said he wasn't angry just sick to death.

I feel like I'm screwing everything up and that he is going to leave me. My heart is breaking because I have never loved someone this much.

Am I over reacting to something that is just on social media?

Note: I feel the reason this hurts so much is quite childish. He has never taken any interest to my social media. Any of my selfies. He never tells me that I look hot, or sexy in them. He never says I'm distracting. But then he can say this to other girls. Its heart breaking.

Okay next note. How the hell do you leave someone you're so madly in love with. So infatuated with. I have revolved my world around him and I don't think he realises. The thought of leaving him, I've vomited 3 times, cried off waterproof mascara and forced my dog to cuddle me for 10 straight minutes.