Depressed

I’m not sure where to post this but I really need advice I feel so sad & harrtbroken. Lately everything has been going wrong, first i had a stillbirth, then my little brother got ranned over & its si hard to cope with this.. My husband hasn’t been there how I thought he would be, I understand he work & he’s tired but I feel so alone & I don’t know who to talk too.. It hurts me that when it use to be sexual he use to stay up late no matter what but if its to talk he’s always to tired & ignores me. He says I bother & my heart just can’t take all this anymore... 💔