So ready for labor

Dalina

So I'm 38 weeks 6 days and I haven't really been feeling like I started labor or have any signs of labor and idk if I'm even dilated doctor hasn't checked me I just been so exhausted and I have a lot of pressure so today I woke up sick and not myself then later on I finally started having contractions man I got so excited even though it hurt like hell I was so happy my heart started racing like yes is it time but no it was just Braxton hicks then later I felt 2 leaks like it felt different different and I was like yes!! my water is finally breaking but turns out it was just watery discharge all these false moments are making me give my hopes up lol I'm just so ready to meet my baby girl I'm due the 1st and don't want to have to get induced and have her late I literally have 8 days until then but it seems like forever anyone else in same boat?