& I hate that my mind even goes here. I think it’s because I’ve been sexually abused. I also think part of it is I took a class in high school that said it’s normal to get aroused while breastfeeding your baby. And that totally just turned me off to the idea of breastfeeding. Bc I don’t think that’s normal.. at all. I didn’t even attempt it with my son. Now I’m due with baby #2 and considering it. But I hate the feeling of my boobs or nipples even being touched. Even by my husband most of the time. Ok that was kind of a ramble but here’s the question-

Do you still get turned on by your husband messing with your boobs (or licking them, etc.) while breastfeeding? To me it would just be too weird to have my husband on it one minute and my baby on it another. Idk if my mind is just messed up or what. 😭 is it as weird as I think it will be?