Okay so I was annorexic before I got pregnant. At 104 lbs I was definitely underweight. After i had my baby I was 126 pounds. Over the next 9 months I had gained a significant amount of weight. I would look at myself and just cry. So I signed up for Noom and began to lose weight. I started out at 187.2 lbs. Now, 4 months in, I am 164 pounds. My goal was to get back to the weight I was after my c section, 126 lbs, but i honestly am happy with how I look right now. I dont feel fat and I dont worry about how I look either. I dont stress over how many meals I need to cut out to be magazine skinny. I'm completely comfortable with my body. But then why do i feel guilty about not meeting my weightloss goal?