Today was my 8 week ultrasound & this is my first baby so I didn’t know what to expect! I had been so nervous because we tried for 11 months to get here & ive just been praying god doesn’t take his hands off me because this baby is everything. 😭 in the back of my head I kept thinking “what if it stopped growing a week ago” “what if something’s wrong & they can’t find the baby or the heartbeat” or “what if all those test lied?!” As she stuck the gel & started moving around to find the baby I closed my eyes & bit my lip only to hear “ope! There’s baby” my SO squeezed my hand & kissed it, trying to reassure me that the baby was doing great! The baby was exactly on track & heartbeat was 165!!! I’ve decided that I want to enjoy this pregnancy & not think about the “what if’s” I love this baby & we’re so lucky! Thank you for all the kind words that’s been said up until this point ! I wish all you TTC mommas baby dust! ✨ & to the women like me that have been too worried to enjoy their pregnancy, let go & enjoy yourself! Congrats ❤️❤️ DUE : May 4th 2020