So my husband has a very low sex drive and I on the other hand could go all day. We’re young and it’s gotten to the point where it’s once or twice a week maybe. Not only that but if I’m really in mood and I try he gets mad and says I’m addicted???? He’s not a cheater so I’m not worried there. But we also have no foreplay in our relationship. He doesn’t eat pussy or finger or even touch me hardly unless it’s my boobs and he’s in the mood. We do not have a normal or even fun sex life. I’m into rough sex and he hardly does anything. He doesn’t like to get on top. When we do have sex I just ride and then bend over. I’ve went through stages trying to deal with it and it’s gotten to where I hate myself and now I just want attention. I do not want to cheat on him and I feel so guilty but I do want maybe a girl to be “friends” with and that sounds horrible but I just want to feel desired from someone and I am happy with my husband I love him and he’s my best friend. He’s just not into sex like i am. Every time I’ve gotten upset he tells me he thinks I’m sexy he just doesn’t always have the urge. What should I do????