me and my boyfriends 9 month is coming up soon, I can’t help but feel things aren’t the same recently. I’ve been finding him annoying and a bit much and I know it sounds and feels awful saying that but it’s true.

No judgments please

I was at my friends house and a bunch of us were chilling with some alcohol etc. I have a small but close mixed group of boys and girls we all like to hang out. We were starting to watch something on tv and I sat down next to this boy who I’ve always been attracted to but never had feelings to. We’d gotten closer friends since after a party once we hu home together.Well call him kyle. I sat next to kyle and he asked if he could stretch his legs out so I said yeah and he put his legs under mine and we sat there. I layed my hands around his ankle and I didn’t think anything of it but he started stroking my thigh with his feet gently (not in a weird way tho). This continued and I pulled my friend aside and I told her what he was doing because it’s quite weird. I went back into the hnroom and the seats had changed but me and Kyle were on a smaller couch and we were about to watch a horror movie. There was a bunch of duvets and we got one. We ended up cuddling together and he kept kissing my forehead and talking to me and looking me in the eye really close, it was so little things but so meaningful. It was really nice, I felt a feeling I hadn’t felt in months with my boyf . Since that night we’ve been chatting a bit more online and I cannot get the night out of my head and how nice the feeling was. We’ve flirted a bit, I plan to have everyone round this weekend to watch movies and drink etc. I’m so excited about cuddling up with him again but I have a boyfriend. My boyfriend stayed round last night and I felt different I felt almost bored and annoyed and also sexually unsatisfied which dosent make anything better. Please offer advice I’m in a bad situation.