I’ve been sitting here seeing all my friends and family having babies and getting pregnant and it just upsets me so much. When will it be my turn? I lost my son when I was 8 and a half months pregnant, then had a Miscarriage in November 2018, and I just get so upset thinking about how lucky everyone is. I’ve been having a little bit of my pregnancy symptoms but all negative tests. Am I testing to early? AF is suppose to come the 27th and there hasn’t even been a faint line? Any thoughts? Don’t want to get my hopes up again.