Nobody ever tells you how hard it is to be a parent they always talk about all the baby smiles all the firsts all the personality they get and so much more. They forget to mention the sleepless nights playing baby detective trying to figure out why your baby is so upset the crying just simply because they feel like crying the teething and everything else. I often find myself crying with my 2 month old or even my 3 year old I sometimes wanna hide beck I want to take a pee without someone yelling at me from the other side of the door. But then I see their smiling faces hear their giggles my toddler tells me he loves me and I get hugs and kisses and it just all makes everything worth it. I love my boys to the ends of the earth and back they’re my heartbeat they’re my purpose in this life and I wouldn’t trade any of it for anything.