So no birth control/condom

I was drunk and honestly we both broke the rules but he was sober...I said condom and halfway through I realized no condom but I was like fuck it I’m drunk and in love🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️☠️☠️☠️...(yes this is me taking responsibility for being stupid)

...got the day after pill within 48 hours because we pulled out method and I contemplated but it was on my ovulation day....

so if I’m fertile I’m sure precum could get me pregnant? I have a 3yo daughter already but since we’re not ok ☠️☠️☠️right now I’m freaking out more....and can’t remember how o felt when I got pregnant. I saw pale light pink when I used the restroom and I feel like I’ve been feeling symptoms but each pregnancy(if I am is different)

Yes I’m married but not on the best terms and with a lot of history...........😶

I’m about to lose my mind. Like I’m in shock or something and forgot how all this shit goes down or something. I feel so fucking dumb. Just don’t bash me in more please.

4 days late and I tried letting him know but I knew he had a headache and stomach ache but he said we can talk tomorrow.....so I guess that’s ok because we shouldn’t worry until we know????