Scared

My husband is an alcoholic and we have a two month old daughter. He isn’t willing to get help and I feel like I need to leave. My father only lives a street over so I always have the option to move back in with him. At the same time I am so scared to leave. I have been in this relationship for 5 years, married 2. I’m not working. I don’t have anyone to watch her (that I trust) if I was to go back to work. I know I have to leave but its literally the scariest and nerve wracking thing I’ve ever had to do. Just need some words of encouragement please ❤️