Paranoid and knocked up πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Devin

On 9/23 I had constant cramping for a total of 3 days. My doc said go to the ER I can't fit you in until Wednesday. My HCG level was 80.6. I have my follow-up HCG test today to ensure the levels have increased. LMP 8/22 should be about 4 weeks and 6 days. The ultrasound showed nothing but they explained it's to early to see anything. I'm paranoid and testing daily to see if the line gets darker. (It is ☺️☺️☺️☺️). My boyfriend has experienced two pre-term babies. One lived for 15m the other was 2lbs at birth. I have had 2 miscarriages. One in 2007 and one in April. I can't discuss this with him because his emotions are turned off due to the trauma. It's to early to tell anyone. So I'm just sitting here paranoid and quiet πŸ˜’πŸ˜’. Please wish us luck 🀞🏽🀞🏽 I'm starting over with babies. My son is 14 and his daughter is 8 #arewecrazy EDD: 28May20