Sorry for the long rant but I’m losing my mind. My anxiety is getting the best of me due to my circumstances. I have a 9year old son who Is autistic and right now I am not working due to me caring for him. All I get is a check for his disabilities. Now that he is in a good school and health wise is doing well now I am able to find something part time to make money. What kills me is that right now I have nothing at home til next week and as a single mother I feel like I’ve failed him and myself. I am praying all these jobs I applied to call me ASAP so we are able to eat and what sucks the most is the few family I have are distant and never been the type to reach out. I hate asking for help I’ve always did everything on my own and when I just did ask for help over $20 I asked my uncle through cashapp for food for my son just to get by he said he needed cigarettes instead so I just had it. Confused hurt scared and feel hopeless... I know better will come question is how to survive with $0 til next week 😔 sorry for the rant again 😢