How can I do this without her

Tabatha

My mom was my biggest supporter throughout my pregnancy. On yesterday she passed. My best friend. My go to girl my everything gone. Just like that. I’m not due until December 24th and still have not had my shower. Honestly I don’t know how I’m gonna get through any of this without her. Feeling empty. I know she was going to be standing right there yelling push. Lost for words.? 😔😢