My husband gets home from about a week long business training trip tonight and I just have this fantasy that he will come home, drop his bags and have to have me right then and there. My husband is not this person. I know for a fact he will not do that, I know for a fact that even if I try to jump his bones at all tonight he will tell me no. I just want to feel sexy and wanted. I know he’ll be tired and everything from the trip, but I just want to feel wanted sexually. We rarely have sex, maybe once or twice a month if I can talk him into it, but that’s about it. I usually end up cozying up to my toys to get off and toys just aren’t fun anymore... Mentally preparing myself for the feeling of feeling unwanted is tough...