Not happy to be pregnant

Madi

Idk where to start. But looking at my bump doesn’t make me happy like it used to .

Literally everything in my life has fallen apart .

I don’t know where I’ll be living in a week,

I have absolutely no money

My baby’s father and I aren’t on good terms

I haven’t spoken to my mom in a few days, who I’m THE CLOSEST with because we got into an argument about her husband.

I have no friends. I wish I was exaggerating .

I have to get rid of my dog who is the only thing that makes me smile nowadays. And he loves me so much, it breaks my heart to have to give him away .

I’m completely alone.

I’ve been depressed for a while but it’s been really really bad lately . I cry multiple times a night and sometimes when I’m at work . I look down at my belly and just feel so sad because I feel I can’t give my baby a good life if my own is falling apart .