Suicide

I’m 6 months pregnant right now and my hormones are getting to me on top of family and relationship issues. I’ll never hurt my children and never have thought about it, but sometimes lately I imagine being gone. But then realizing the pain it’d cause my children snaps me back to reality. I’m always being accused of cheating, when I’ve never even come close to it. So that’s draining. My son, I love him to death, but he has such a temper and most of the time I still feel like a single mother even though I’m married. I clean up after all of us, cook for us, and have to take my husband back and forth to wherever he needs to go bc he doesn’t have his license yet. (He’s from New York so there wasn’t a need for a license when he was there), my son is only about a year and a half old, my family doesn’t really want much to do with me and I don’t know why. I’m really having a hard time mentally and just need some support from somewhere. I don’t have any friends.