6 weeks 3 days

As of today I am never hungry and when I do eat it knocks me sick, but for the last 2 weeks I've been starving and couldnt even keep food in my mouth

I am having to force a healthy meal down me for the baby's sake but gees come on, when is the break going to happen.

I've had 2 water infections and now my back on both sides are hurting, I think I have kidney infection, going to ring doctors in the morning

I've also had an ear infection, it sounds strange but they felt fuzzy and I'd stand up and go all dizzy

I just want to wake up, feeling nice and healthy and can eat 🙏