Omg Im on my first cycle of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and am taking birth control now to get prepared for retrieval. I go to take my BC tonight at the time I have to take it and it was gone!

I’m like what the hell?! I KNOWWW for a fact this is where it was. Where it is every night. I start looking all over the house! Even in stupid places like the fridge bc THIS IS CRUCIAL! I HAVE TO TAKE THAT PILL!!! 😩 My husband is helping me now and I’m telling him this is important!!! I’m trying not to freak out 😭 I don’t want to mess up the cycle! Then it hits me....

ITS IN THE TRASH!!!!!! MY HUSBAND TOOK THE TRASH OUT TO THE DUMPSTER THIS MORNING!!!!! So I run to the dumpster like a maniac! Praying that these pills were in there!!

Of course I couldn’t reach the bag 😭 so here comes my husband upset bc he has to be at work and here I am trying to dumpster dive in the middle of the night! But I had to check!!!!!! I start picking through it....

I was determined!!! But I wasn’t seeing it and I was starting to give up hope!!! Just asking God to please please pleeeeeeese let me stay calm and find it. But I was ready to break down!!!!

AND THEN I SAW!!!!!! With some cilantro stuck on the back and all!!!! (Pills were not exposed so no worries) I have never been so happy to see birth control 😂 I was cooking a big meal yesterday and my counters were full of everything plus a small little thin packet of BC on the counter? Not smart. I’m so happy right now!!!!!! I have waited so long to start this journey! I didn’t want to mess it up! I’m so happy I stayed calm lol that has been my mantra through this journey. It was tested today! Lol