Since I know this will get lost here I just want to rant. I’ve always been the villain. No matter how hard I try no matter how much of myself I give to other people I have come to the painful reality that I will always be villain. That everyone thinks I’m just some mean b**** who is just awful. I have gone broke and ended up in some very bad situations doing for others. While I won’t stop helping people it’s just hard being the person who is always going above and beyond for others. This very painful truth sucks because I’m only 23 but I know I have life full of having very few to at some points no real friends at all. I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t even believe people will stick around anymore. I’ll never stop giving people the shirt off my back but for tonight at least I’m just sad tired and lonely.