I have a horrible confession

I am the other woman.

I have loved this man for 6.5 almost 7 years.

He has been both verbally, emotionally, and physically abused by his wife of 2 years.

When I saw him today he said he has forgotten what love is. He is at his witts end. And that he loves me and started divorce paperwork today. He kissed me. I told him this was wrong until his divorce was finalized. He said he didnt care and wanted me to assure him that I would be waiting for him so he can be with me and start a family. I said yes.

I'm torn. Yes she isnt a nice person. But does she deserve this? I love him. Maybe she does too. He is committed to her. But wants me. And I want him. I'm the other woman. Please please please help me. I'm emotional and scared