Slowly losing hope

Amy

Start of the week I was so excited counting down the day to ovulation

Only to find out the very next day our donor is unable to help any more

Might be his medication might be cancer fucking with his body don’t know as of yet

I feel so gutted

Took so long to find a donor

And at the same time I feel like a horrible person for feeling like this because it could be something so serious for the donor