Abortion

I am pregnant in the early stages. The father is my ex boyfriend is trying to convince Me to have an abortion because he’s in a relationship with someone else and basically told me he won’t support me or be there if I decide to keep it. I have strong feelings about going through something like that and have always believed babies were a gift from God. My ex is being very nasty to me but then tried to be nice only to convince me to “get rid of it”. IF I choose that route I want it to be MY decision and my decision alone. I don’t want to feel forced into going through with something I don’t want to do. Has anyone ever been through something like this?