I am trying to be responsible

Hey ladies,

I just need to vent

I'm so heartbroken & not being able to express myself is such a hurt....

I changed my status from ttc to avoiding pregnancy.

I don't want to bring a child into this world in a broken home. My marriage is shattering. I don't want to keep trying just find out I'm pregnant when we have completely reached out breaking point.

I hate the idea of waisting time not ttc but I feel this is the smartest route. I have opk & pregnant test, teas & pills for days.... I just have to let it all sit on the shelf now.

Tho I'm not pregnant yet, I love my baby with all of me & would never try to bring any harm or discomfort towards my baby. I'm thinking of them now as I type this. I'm hurt but I hope in the future this moment serves a purpose.

💖My unconceived child. I'm being strong for you