Infertility is winning

sara

I’m really struggling and severely depressed. I the last 10 months I’ve done an <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> cycle, got pregnant, had a miscarriage, had a d&c, prepped for another transfer but my lining didn’t get the 3 layers needed so It failed. Thawed our embryos to PGS test, we have two normal so I’m very grateful for that. Started prep for another transfer and at baseline they saw fluid and a possible polyp. Had a hysteroscopy. Went back a week later for baseline and the lupron didn’t work and my body tried to ovulate so instead of waiting to see if estrogen goes down I cancelled this cycle. And on top of all this I think I have an ulcer from stress so I’m getting an endoscopy next week. Meanwhile everyone is pregnant around me and their lives are just moving along great and I’m just stuck. I have tried therapy and It just doesn’t help. Does anyone have any advice? I’m truly past my breaking point 😢 I feel like I’m never going to be a mom.