Not wanting to be around kids

Does anyone else find it extremely hard to be around people’s children after going though miscarriages ? I am feeling so heartbroken and not wanting to go places where family or friends with children are or not wanting to leave my house at all for any social gatherings.My husband doesn’t seem to understand this and thinks I am just being jealous which his accusations and lack of support makes me feel worse and alone. We are waiting to do our third FET and I am so emotional and depressed. Have any of you ladies experienced a similar situation ?