Almost 4 years later

I'm still so in love with him. I know I'll never love like that again. Tonight, I cant breathe even thinking about him. I lost my best friend in the world and the person I was in love with. I dont know how to come back from that. I wish this tightening in my chest and sick feeling when I think of him would just go away. I wish I had been good enough for him, the 3 years we were together were the best years I ever had.