Upset

Just feel so depressed lately, and feeling like I have nothing going for me. I can’t work(personal reasons) I can’t drive bc I can’t work to afford my SR-22 insurance. I can’t afford anything I want or even need, my bf has to 100% support me. I can’t afford Christmas coming up. I had to get rid of my animals bc I couldn’t afford them. My car is falling apart, and so I’ll have to give that up bc I can’t pay for the repairs. I have not a single friend.. literally none! I have no family near me.. they’re all over an hour away. I just feel like a loser. Over tried two years in a row to go to college, and I couldn’t even get my mom to take the time to help me get financial aid. She just wouldn’t take 1 day to try and help me. Couldn’t even get her on the phone, I need her help bc I needed her taxes information. My bf is absolutely, 100% the most amazing person I’ve ever came across. But sometimes, all I want a a female friend to just go and walk around the mall with, or to come over and watch a movie with me.. and just talk and talk and talk. I’m going insane, I can’t sleep bc of this. What do I do! I’m just venting, I’m sorry.

I have no children.