Extremely stressed out and just need a place to vent for a moment. Currently 32 weeks pregnant and I feel like a complete bitch all the time (or rather I know I am). I'm putting a deeper and deeper wedge between my partner and I every time I have a meltdown. Honestly I'm worried about the stress I'm causing on our unborn child and the future of our relationship.. but the thing is I can't seem to fucking stop myself I get into this funk I can't shake and I just go downhill fast. I get loud, i say things I don't truly mean, and am just in general a nasty fucking person. I'm sick of myself, extremely depressed, worried about our future, and just can't seem to change no matter how hard I try. Currently on Zoloft, I had to change due to pregnancy, and I feel like it does nothing for me I've had doc up my dose to highest I can and life just fucking sucks. I pray we still have something left to salvage after the baby is born. I love her and i hate myself after I do this to our relationship every. single. time.

Please pray for my family.