Your opinions?

Ki

AF is suppose to come in 3 days according to my app. I’ve been feeling so sick, my back hurts, CM sticky and white, my nipples and around them are super sore, I’ve had diarrhea on and off for a couple of days. Sometimes I usually can feel a little sick before my period, but idk this time there was a different kind of hope, I just felt so different but I also know that could be my mind completely messing with me because I want this so bad. But I took a test today (not sure if I used it right because I have one from online from a TTC Kit and it said to pee on there for 6 seconds but I always use a cup and took it out of my pee when I saw the dye to run through) but does this look like I could have messed it up with to much pee (this is in the middle of the test when it started to go across the window) or should I just take it as a negative and wait for my period because I got a negative but I have a first response and also a digital first response but I wanted to wait a little longer until I took those.

P.S. this picture was taking in the middle of the test, (it just looked a little weird to me because I’ve never seen dye really spread out like that while going through) and around 2-3 mins it did show up negative and like a normal pregnancy test control window line saying negative. But I still have a little hope :(