My entire adolescent years I would say I would be dead before 21. I was shocked when I made it past that age. It's like I have a premonition of my death. So I'm not afraid to die anymore, I feel like my purpose here has been fulfilled. No I'm not suicidal! It's kind of scary to be so at peace with the inevitable.

I have the ability to see certain things before thet happen...like visions or w.e. most dont believe me but it's TRUE. I just feel very strong energies about things and being dead young has always been one.