soo i’ve been talking to//dating this cute guy (he’s 17, i’m 16). we’ve been on 2 dates so far, and at the end of the first date he didn’t kiss me he just hugged me, second date he picked me up, wrapped my legs around his waist and tried to kiss me but I WAS SCARED SO I TURNED MY HEAD AND KISSED HIM ON THE CHEEK! so stupid, i know, but he’s very well known at school like he’s that popular, football quarterback so if i kissed him and it was bad everyone would probably know considering i’m already getting a lot more attention now that i’m with him. i’m a cheerleader so i feel like it’s super cute hehe.

also, he’s super tall like 189cm (6’2) and i’m 162 (5’3-5-4) so i don’t know how it would work just standing up, and that’s probably why he picked me up last time. he’s pretty experienced though like he’s not a virgin and has dated a few girls before so i’m super worried that i won’t compare. let me just say, he’s so freaking hot like dirty blonde hair, blue eyes, nice smile, deep voice and i have brown hair green eyes, i reallllyy don’t want to blow it with him because he’s so special to me. we had spoken for like 7 months in total so i know him super well, and i’m really scared!!

advice on how to kiss would be super appreciated!!! also, sorry if i spoke about him a lot, i’m just super excited!