TMI hemroid

Okay mommas I need some help. I got a hemmroid after I had my daughter because it took me a week to poop after my c section. It pretty much went away on its own and since then every once in a while it will come back for like a day and it doesn’t hurt and then it will go away. Well Last night it came back and it’s sooo much worse than it has been in the past and it hurts so bad and idk what to do. Im super embarrassed and just want it to go away for good