I have a 2 year old boy and I found out I was pregnant today. At first I was happy then it hit me, it will never be just me and my boy. Me, my son, and his father were like the 3 amigos. It won’t ever be like that again. For some reason I feel such sadness. I feel like I’m going to miss him so much which doesn’t make sense cause he isn’t going anywhere. But it feels like that anyway.

I feel blessed to be pregnant but so so so sad too when I think of it no longer being the three amigos. I hope my son will be okay.