Ok so every other month I think I'm pregnant and I'm not. I'm two days away from af and this cycle has been different. I'm not surprised that I feel different this month and this is why. Last month my sister had an ectopic pregnancy 😔. With that occurring my cycle was thrown off dramatically. My period was four days late. I spotted mid cycle for three days off and on and I was nauseous and didn't want to eat. But I had a negative test and my cycle did come. My cycle lasted for 10 days. I normally dont cramp or have any symptoms just bleed. But I was in so much pain that I had to take medication and had the urge to push for two days😭. Now this month I dont feel pregnant but my cycle is definitely different. Normally I have ovulation bleeding. That did not happen. Now my breast has been sore and heavy for two weeks. My lower area feels heavy and I have some discomfort. My cm is dry and sticky which normally its creamy and heavy. Which is all normal pms symptoms. But last night omg something made me question myself. It was not the fact that this cycle was totally different then normal I think that is due to my sister miscarriage throwing off my cycle. But my boyfriend is sleeping more and eating more I was like unusual but the season is changing. But then he kept staring at me and said you look different! I dont know maybe you lost weight or gained it in all the right places but you look different but good🥰. Which made me think? My cycle is different I feel different I have a glow he see that my body has changed and I my ov days might of been thrown off by my 10 day period. Could I be pregnant for real this time? We had amazing mind blowing bd for his birthday around my ov so maybe something happened? We bd last night and it was different I was tighter and not as slippery but he was mind blown and we made love passionately for hours well four times from 2am to 11am one nap included. I wonder if he is feeling me more or feeling that I'm possibly carrying his child?