12 days late wtf

Ashley👻

Hello!

So. I'm 12 days late with literal fistfuls of negative tests. Here's what's up, tell me if you can relate.

I had a laproscopy on June 23 and another removing my tube on July 24 because the idiot doctors "left fetal tissue that continued to grow" (fuck you doctor.) They never checked my levels because "we never check hcg after laproscopy!" (Bullshit)

ANYWAY. I got my period September 2-6. Normal period etc. So we start trying again. Hurray.

Supposed to get my period 12 days ago now. I've had symptoms these past 12 days, sore breasts, nausea, blah blah blah. I've taken LITERALLY like 30+ tests since 12 dpo to now. That's INSANE. I'm a lunatic. I'm just scared of the ectopic pain happening again because I stop testing and miss it and I'm just freaking out all over the place it's so dumb.

I don't know why I'm posting this. I guess I'm just venting and hoping for someone to relate to.