Anyone else tired of the 6 week wait???

My god, I'm irritated and tired of not being touched. I always get him off either handjobs or blowjobs and I can't have any sexual release. See, my boyfriend doesn't even want to grab me because he's trying to wait as much as possible. He's giving me the cold shoulder. But it just makes me feel unattractive and sad (obviously waiting. I don't know why anyone would risk pregnancy and infections right after giving birth 🤷). Hormones possibly? LO is 3 weeks old so I'm half way there. It just suckssss. I, at least want him to grab my boobs or my butt or makeout with me it's unfair. I crave that closeness we had, the intimacy, being right up against him, having at least an hour to be alone. Ever since I had our baby, both kids need my attention. Halloween please come quick. I need that IUD first 😭😂