Anxiety sux

Hi everyone,im 5 months ppd nd been dealin with anxiety on nd off .it all started at 6 weeks post partum had a bad reaction to a pill gave me bad palpitation where i felt my pulse nd felt my heart skip beats freakdd me out bad to the point that now i freak out if i have to take meds😭.

Ive had my physical.done,been to the e.r many times nd my primary my health is fine.but im always panikin that so.ethin is wrong with me or dat my heart is gona stop😭

Sometimes i feel like my kids deserve a bettee mom

They are my world.my bf is tired of me pa nikin have noone to talk to.

Im not crazy nor would i ever leave my kids.just say nd think things when your upset😭😭 i just pray this gets better.i didnt use to be like this.

I guess its health anxiety that i have.

I turned 29 this is my second bby after 8 years hes my rainbow bby.

Has anyone gone through this?? Nd is better now?? Idont want to be on meds..

How can this get better ☹

thank u for reading