Is it just me or anyone else too?

As I miscarriage with my second since October 5th. I’ve been feel little weird these passed few days. I feel that I really miss to get into kind of intimate with my partner. I don know if it just me missing him cuz we been told not to have sex since September 9th when i found out I was pregnant cuz I was spotting. While I am bearing with the emotiona of losing my both angel babies that one lost at 10w on 17.03.19 and the other at 6w5d on 5.10.19 .. I also keep thinking and miss our good time together..and want it so bad..but Im still bleeding so I can’t. Is it cuz of hormones in my body or what ..cuz I don think I can still think of that kind of thing since I still get very emotional with my babies...and my body isn’t fully heal yet.