Excuse my French, but I am fed up.

🖕🏼this. 🖕🏼constantly seeing everyone else get pregnant like it’s nothing. 🖕🏼having to go to other people’s baby showers and sit there with a fake smile on. 🖕🏼having to pretend to be happy for someone else because they get to start their family when you still can’t. 🖕🏼you Mother Nature for bringing my period every month. 🖕🏼you god for taking away every single one of my pregnancies and giving me no say in the matter and taking away all control over my own body. 🖕🏼 crying every damn day. 🖕🏼everyone who keeps telling me to be patient and that my time will come when it does, mother🖕🏼I’ve been at this for almost a year and a half and have lost more in that time than I have in my entire life. 🖕🏼all of this.