Whether you believe in the devil or not negative thoughts and doubt in Christ are real. I am a Methodist Minister. At 39 my second husband and I have been trying for over a year. We have had one failed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. Let me tell you Satan attacked me as well as my marriage. I sought comfort in things. To the point that I was willing to give up my husband so I could continue to spend, spend, spend. I have only recently sought out Christian books, groups, and devotions. My passion for Christ and serving others has become reignited. I have learned to embrace the blessings I have. Especially my dear sweet husband.

I go for my second <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> Tuesday, October 15. And things were great until the last couple of days. Satan has be dreading the process trying to convince me I will only get a BFN. Ladies pray. Pray for positivity for all of us. Pray that we can all trust God's plan for us.